This is a continuation from a previous post:
Chiron in 10th House / Chiron in Capricorn / Chiron in aspect to Saturn:
The individual may feel that he or she has “disappointed” a parental figure, a hypothetical “higher power”, or his or her own “superego” which constantly demands excellence and achievement. With Chiron on the apex of the birth chart, one may literally feel “awkward” in “climbing” the social ladder or attaining a “higher” status in life. Alternatively, the human need for “excellence” may prompt a feeling of “pity” in the individual, through which he or she may be able to connect to higher hopes and dreams of others, and consequently become a vehicle for their glory.
If Chiron is on the MC, there may exist a “rupture” in one’s relation to the notions of “power”, “father” or “divine”. This may, in some cases, take the concrete form of psychological issues around a father figure (specially identifying with, or tolerating out of “pity”, the “wounded” aspects of a father figure), or it may signify a life-long attempt to “heal” the self or others with regards to the mentioned concepts.
Our relation with the “divine” starts in the Ninth House, but culminates in the Tenth House. “Belief” in God as an “il-logical” notion requiring absolute “faith” is a Ninth House matter, whereas “respecting” God “logically” and feeling “protected” by Him or Her as a “surrogate parent” is a Tenth House issue. Chiron in the Tenth House may thus symbolize a degree of incapability to truly “let go and let God”, as if the individual’s capacity for being “fathered” has been somehow compromised, regardless of how the actual father or father figure may have behaved, or how the individual has indeed related to authority figures throughout his or her life.
It is not uncommon for someone with an uncomfortable Chiron in association with Saturn, Capricorn or the Tenth House to develop a “spiteful” attitude towards all that is socially, intellectually or culturally respected. In this case, the individual may feel simultaneously attracted to and repulsed by all that has been enduringly honored by tradition, including the “recognized” people who would represent a certain field of knowledge, a political view, or a highly popular cause. The danger in this case is to “throw out the baby with the bathwater” and to miss the “commonsensical” and “practical” dimensions of what is esteemed by convention.
An individual with an evolved Chiron in the Tenth House, in Capricorn, or in association with Saturn, however, would ideally seek reconciliation with the traditional symbols of “power”, respecting all that would wisely guide and rightfully admonish, including his or her own inner sovereignty. The voice of conscience would be quite loud with this placement, and thus such an individual would have a higher chance of developing a genuinely “moral” outlook which has not been fabricated by blindly following the “commands” of religion or culture. With Chiron in association with the archetype of “structure”, one can truly understand the practical necessity of a “Guiding Star” which gives direction to one’s life, and methodically helps one surpass the “chaos of sentiments” (i.e. the polarity point of Cancer or the Fourth House) and resolutely achieve what is beyond one’s wildest dreams.
Chiron in 11th House / Chiron in Aquarius / Chiron in aspect to Uranus:
There may exist a “rupture” in one’s capacity to transcend one’s own ego and feel connected to the collective. Alternatively, one may feel “awkward” belonging to the human race, and may thus develop a “pitiful” perspective on fellow human beings in general. With Chiron residing in the “collective” space of the Eleventh House, or in association with Aquarius or Uranus, one may feel uncomfortable being part of the human “tribe” and contribute to the welfare of others. Alternatively, one’s “listening” or “encouraging” capacity for what is said or performed by others (i.e. polarity point of the Fifth House or Leo) may have been compromised. In some cases, precisely for this reason, the individual may develop an attraction towards those who are good “listeners” or genuinely support other people’s talents.
If Chiron is uncomfortable in the Eleventh House, in Aquarius or in association with Uranus, one may indeed find it “impossible” to belong to anything larger than oneself. In this case, a rather “static” sense of self may develop, or quite the contrary, one may find it “boring” to be “someone” (i.e. polarity point of the Fifth House or Leo) and may feel attracted to the idea of being “nobody” [and thus being able to contain all the possibilities of human race]. With Chiron in association with the Individuation Axis (Fifth/Eleventh), one may experience a life-long “awkwardness” to “individuate” and simultaneously operate within a collective context.
An evolved Chiron in the Eleventh House, in Aquarius, or in association with Uranus, however, knows how to “heal” the “collective” through “individual” merits: Tony Robbins, who has written numerous self-help books and whose seminars around the world are quite a spectacle to watch, has surely established his unique presence as a “healer” who touches the lives of many through directly getting involved in their personal history and also sharing his own “wounds” on stage. With Chiron in Aquarius in the Fifth House of his natal chart, it seems that he has been able to successfully integrate the opposite archetypes of Leo (Fifth House, or the Sun) and Aquarius (Eleventh House, or Uranus): the “individual” Vs. the “Collective”.
In a rather similar manner, Chiron in the Eleventh House demands a transcendence of all polarities in favor of something which is “ideal” (i.e. the archetype of Aquarius / Uranus): in a perfectly-designed world, “one” is for “all” and “all” is for “one”: one “heals” oneself through others, and heals others through one’s own presence. It is, therefore, vital to be “somebody” (Leo) in order to be able to transcend that by free will and become “nobody” (Aquarius), and, paradoxically enough, precisely through getting involved in this seemingly “self-annihilating” process, one would indeed “individuate” in quite a unique manner.
Chiron in 12th House / Chiron in Pisces / Chiron in aspect to Neptune:
A simultaneous “rupture” and “yearning” may exist with regards to one’s capacity to transcend one’s earthly limits, one’s doubts or fears, or spiritual or physical deformities. With Chiron in association with the archetype of “transcendence”, an individual’s earthly experiences may be felt as “incomplete”, “elusive”, or “lacking” on some level, as there may exist an evolutionary or spiritual impetus to reconcile oneself with the “impossibility” of absolute “transcendence” or “perfection” as an Earthling.
A great example of a Neptunian / Chironic character whose yearning for “transcendence” mingled with pain and grief was universally known would be Ludwig van Beethoven. In his natal chart, Chiron in Pisces makes aspects to almost all planets, including an opposition to Neptune. Throughout his entire life, Beethoven had a passion and yearning to make music which would go beyond what was known to be possible or widely appreciated at his time. In a Chironic twist, the faculty he was mostly dependent on, his hearing ability, started to decline in his late 20s. Throughout the last decade of his life, he had to make music without even having the chance of hearing his own composition. Paradoxically enough, his most beloved pieces which would lift the spirits of millions of people around the world were composed precisely during the time of his almost-complete deafness.
An uncomfortable Chiron in the Twelfth House, in Pisces, or in association with Neptune, would feel an unquenchable thirst for simply “escaping” the cruelty, viciousness, poverty, and ugliness implied in the human existence without necessarily understanding the “inescapability” of such phenomena as part of the human experience, and as precisely an opportunity to spiritually “transcend” by doing small, tangible things to “help” others, or to improve the practical conditions of human life on Earth (i.e. polarity point of the Sixth House).
An evolved Chiron in this space, however, may still feel an eternal longing for “beauty” and “perfection”, but also realizes that such longing is precisely what “unites” us all. Even the lowest forms of life do have an evolutionary urge to “transcend”, to become better, higher, and more complete. An individual with an evolved Chiron in association with Neptune, in Twelfth House or in Pisces would yearn to “practically” get involved in this cosmic motion “upward” by transcending his or her own primal instincts of sticking to his or her “tribe”, “country”, “culture”, “race”, “religion”, “gender” or all other “separating” factors which would “limit” and “polarize” his or her experience of life. Such an individual would truly understand the “awkwardness” of not being a fully spiritual being, and yet would manage to “act” as spiritually as possible within the context of this material existence, through all the material means within his or her reach, and by performing small tangible acts of kindness and compassion.
Ultimately, relinquishment of the lofty ideas of spiritual grandeur and a humble acceptance of what one can still do within one’s earthly limits would, paradoxically enough, provide one with a chance to truly “transcend” one’s mortal bounds and enter into a space of “peace” and “perfection”.